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stupid mel bung dotter Da Fei Mao! cheryl yeo tini ... tiang-mummy adel.g charmain water-bro nor bri lil niece mel.p angela jacklyn lynn yujun daryl june bel pei dyan avril jesslyn nette sharon samantha cheryl woo yang xin-xin jessica_phan stephie norida faeza!! d-land
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2009-10-27 + 2:48 p.m.
- << + >> Well, I'm back here again! Last sun, celebrated Jac's bdae.. was a simple dinner w prawning session after which.. Was v fun.. More fun than I expected.. Inintailly wanted to make it a diff party.. maybe something more of a big affair.. like goin to some porsh place for dinner, followed by so drinks at some nice ambience place.. realised that tings does not have to be so perfect to be happy.. Maybe this is due to being a grown-up.. in the past, we used to be more contented w wat we have. but now, its not e case anymore.. we need more n more.. till e extend, we dun even know wat we want to be happy... Well, i'm glad tt everyone had fun on sun.. I wanna apologise for my bad behaviour in e afternoon. i was just lost.. Just did my MA hw.. kinda hard.. i just ried my best.. im pleased i did my hw! haha.. been tinking alot abt tings lately.. feel that we have drifted apart.. i dunno y.. i hate money issues to be a part of the problem.. just damn sian sometimes when u come to me telling me happily tt u wanna a certain something tt costs quite a bit.. coz u owe me so much for so long but u have neva mafe an effort to pay back.. i mean i noe times are bad etc.. But e way tings are sometimes just shows me tt there is no effort made at all n since i'm not in need of e money, u can just leave tings as it is.. its annoying.. its so annoying tt sometimes i hate myself coz it feels like i'm a hypocrite.. i can be talking to u happily but i'm unhappy w u, becoz of money matters.. Sigh.. will find a way to talk things out soon before this gets out of hand.. just scared tt tings wont be e same again if this topic is brought up.. Just need some time alone to sort out wat to do next..
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